There's no such thing as love
There's only pain and sorrow
Fool me into trusting you today
Tell my business to the world tomorrow

My life is cold and empty
The coldness surrounds me & I shiver
I feel dead and without life
My veins as deadly as a poisoned river

In my dreams, I dream of ghosts
That remind me of yesterday
They beg me to join them in hell
If only I would blow myself away

by Bonny - ©1999 to present
Author's Note: This particular poem as well as several others were written during my youth and while they are not entirely a reflection of how my life actually was, they sum up a tremendous amount of feelings and emotions felt at that time. For me, being bi-polar, I had a colorful array of thoughts and expressions that you will find in my writings. As an adult now, I find my writings to be an interesting link to my past and a reminder of how far I have traveled to become the person I am today.